New Beginnings Same Endings

new beginnings lead to old endings which leads me to defending my actions and what they were intending,because I'm spending entirely too much time mending,
a heart that sick and tired of sending,....LOVE,
while in return receiving notes that say pending!
I'm sick and tired of pretending that our befriending isn't overextending,
you made it this way don't ask why now,
you put on the performance of a lifetime please take a bow,
it was so convincing it compelled me to allow,
you into my heart in such a special way that from then until today,
its been damn near impossible to take away,
the effect that you had on me...but the subtraction is underway,
so i no longer have to underpay,....my hearts worth!