Thursday, April 28, 2011

1st Video Entry

Love Phases

-I think-
That I love her and I may just have to tell her,
-Although-
She might eventually leave and I may have to let her,
-But then-
Comes the heartache where I wish I never met her,
-Over time-
Those memories fade as I begin to forget her,
-Sadly-
If the day arrives where it is I choosing to leave you,
Then before I do I'll be sure to tear my heart into two,
Leaving the other half with you,
-The calm-
Of you laying besides me,
-The bliss-
In your voice when you whisper "enter inside me",
-The soothing-
Of your touch when your hands grazed my face is how I define amazing grace
-The thirst-
That can only be quenched by a taste of your bodies juices produced below the waist,
-The desire-
That rages like a forest fire,
-The misery-
That only cares for your company,
-My nightmares-
Where your happy without me,
-The regret-
It was up to me the end it,
-Quality time-
It was I neglecting to spend it,
-The single life-
It was I who chose to befriend it,
-My heart-
Was at stake my first reaction..defend it!!

Empowered

I feel Empowered when I grab a pen it's almost like the GOD within, becomes one with my muscles-mind and even skin,
Reenacting thee original sin while baring a slight grin!!
To my chagrin my mental is on point like a sharks fin--so please never question where my minds been,
Or get heavy when my patience wears thin,
You're liable to feel the wrath even if I call you kin!!
Because I'm exhausted from being called a heathen...not to mention loved ones questioning what I believe in,
Somedays that's the reason I commit social treason and embrace my solitude with whom I never feud,
My exterior is just so overwhelmed by the negative views....due to the manor I choose..to live my life!!