I Am He

I am HE,
Who chose to heist the peace of mind my love said will suffice,
They say I will entice you to fall from a holy grace,
I say you can't fall when you hail from outer space,
I live amongst a sub division of the HUEman race,
In any case...I still call this place...my temporary home,
Am I really alive or is this the flesh of a clone,
Breeding in thee only manor shown...

The Frustration

If beauty really resides inside the eye of the beholder,
Then regret must be the pointer finger of the scolder,
Those were just two epiphanies as I learn to grow older,
This desire in my heart burns like a fire left to smolder,
Even on those nights that were colder - than an arctic breeze,
All the future ever does is freeze...just to see tomorrow I need me a set of skis,
Allergic to the prostitution...pardon if I sneeze,
Chronic asthmatic listen close to hear me wheeze,
I use to breathe with ease back when there were many trees,
Adoptees of the mother nature we failed to appease,
I know she hears the pleas and can feel the desperation,
She feels discomfort from her forced vibrations,
Now when the earth quakes -I ponder- was it the careful calculation of a government creation that just caused this devastation?,
Hidden agendas regulating information,
Ulterior motives masquerade as legislation,
Global terrorism I.E. depopulation,
Economic stimulation -sponsored by- world banking centralization,
The media manipulation of a warriors castration...ahhhhh such frustration!!

Thats Me

Conditioned thoughts since my conception,
With Infiltrated dreams best described as inception,
Mind fucked raw no contraception,
Altering the visualization of my perception,
In hopes that I'll give deception a warm reception...BUT NOT I,
I've grown into something like the exception...to the rule,
A person who'll...QUESTION ALL,
Who learned to question the RISE as well as the FALL,
Who can tell the difference between an imperfection and a flaw,
Who knows the value in a crawl over the stall...THATS ME!!

Special Shout Out And Thanks

Yeah so basically this post is a special shout out / thank you to my brother from another mother and my sister from a different mister : Eddie and Tash.
Most of these blog updates come via their computer and internet access (me being the starving artist that I am) haha.
I love ya and without ya a lot of what I do / have been able to do (with my art) wouldn't be possible. .
I sincerely appreciate you putting up with me and my abnormalities (haha).
Peace Love and Enligtenment from your brother Rik!!

When I Wrote

When I wrote - I would grip the pen so tight it would leave a scar,
Now I metaphorically spar - with 26 keys and a spacebar,
Metaphysically raising the bar - higher than the morning star,
Higher than Jimi when he kissed the guitar,
I transform when I twist the herb inside a cigar,
Into a person thats best described as a czar - it's so bizarre especially when viewed from afar,
I can't explain it - shit I'm just learning to maintain it rather than sustain it,
Life is a canvas - PAINT..don't stain it,
Success is just a state if mind - I gotta ascertain it,
It's up to you to preordain it!!
Me mySELF I named it - then made affirmations to relieve the self imposed complications!!

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Pardon my eyes but I just witnessed a dark light,
A rare occurrence in humanity like a bright night,
The inspiration inspired by the desperation,
The comfort in spite of the humiliation,
The aftermath of the glory..combating with the degradation,
Am I the product of a higher powers creation?,
Or a prophet here to relay sin..via my relation-to my location..since birth!!

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I wake up daily in an alternate dimension,
A slightly higher plane where I can alter the connection,
Between the universe and I,
So may the galaxy forbid that I forget to mention,
How gravity became the hinderance to my ascension,
Which lead to the unwarranted apprehension - of a divinity left standing at attention,
A stones throw beyond the HUEman comprehension,
Dwelling in a recollection of a my collection...of thought,
Distraught - by all the times I froze and never fought...back,
My heart has turned into a safe you'll never crack,
My mind is now a hard drive you'll never learn to hack,
For memories that refuse to cut me any slack,
And the reciprocated love that my heart seems to lack,
The pain on the days it chooses to attack...every bit of opinionated fact,
There once was a day where I was sidetracked...by reality smacks -- fuck checks,
Where I ignored the fact that it takes pitch black...to appreciate the enlightenment,
How could I feel content reproducing the pent up rage that bares a scent - of dollars and cents?!?

The Real Amerikkka

Allow me to introduce you to amerikkka and what she pleads,
A persona as dark as the oil she bleeds,
As volatile as the terrorism she breeds,
As toxic like the food that she force feeds,
Lost are the children that she misleads,
Progression is the outcome that she impedes,
Citizens of the world please take heed --
ONLY VISIT HER WHEN YOUR MIND HAS BEEN FREED!!
Or fall victim to her and her limitless greed,
Consuming more than you actually need,
It took me 20 plus years to secede,
Path so narrow - I questioned would I succeed,
I even questioned should I proceed,
Some nights - I looked to sky for the truth indeed - wishing on a star shooting at light speed,
That's when my minds free will began to supersede- the freedoms amerikkka claims she exceeds,
Is she America the beautiful -OR- Amerikkka the bitch?!,
Land of the free -OR- land for the rich?!,
Was this reality's design -OR- an unforeseen glitch..in the matrix?!,
Built by the slaves consumed by the masters,
I wonder -- how natural are natural disasters...now a days where political crime pays,
For a genocide that plans to slay,
An entire generation that walks this way,
Phase 1: was to ensure the jobs underpay,
Phase 2: finance education through Fannie Mae,
Phase 3: slowly take your rights away,
Phase 4: convince morality to decay,
Phase 5: convince the predator it's prey,
Phase 6: legally force the rebels to obey,
Phase 7: get the president to say "Everything is okay!!",
The points been boiled the lands been soiled -- pipelines..filled to the brim with oil,
Americans act so spoiled..with fragile ideologies thinner than tin foil,
All of a sudden everybody cares about a royal...wedding,
All the while global apathy is spreading,
Up next - the government says - Osama Bin Laden is dead,
They claimed justice served for shooting him in the head,
It's a sham - Obama needed his street cred...it, photoshop ed...it,
Egos stroked and petted,
The hoax will convince you..if you let it,
Unearth the lies that have been embedded,
In other words..remembering to forget it,
Pokerface when the truths been betted,
If these are my last words -- PLEASE TELL THE WORLD I SAID IT!,
Amerikkka is not who she seems to be,
Her are angelic voices to you..are screams to me,
Welcome to the sovereignty where the majority live under a line called poverty,
A nation of mutes..our voices NEVER heard,
Only the sounds of the herd...stampeding,
A nations whose heart is bleeding,
A nation whose citizens won't admit - that the current standard of living isn't fit - to product benefit - for the masses,
Merging social classes in the blink of two eyelashes,
I'm prepared for the clashes...are YOU?!

Origins Of MY BEARD