The Frustration

If beauty really resides inside the eye of the beholder,
Then regret must be the pointer finger of the scolder,
Those were just two epiphanies as I learn to grow older,
This desire in my heart burns like a fire left to smolder,
Even on those nights that were colder - than an arctic breeze,
All the future ever does is freeze...just to see tomorrow I need me a set of skis,
Allergic to the prostitution...pardon if I sneeze,
Chronic asthmatic listen close to hear me wheeze,
I use to breathe with ease back when there were many trees,
Adoptees of the mother nature we failed to appease,
I know she hears the pleas and can feel the desperation,
She feels discomfort from her forced vibrations,
Now when the earth quakes -I ponder- was it the careful calculation of a government creation that just caused this devastation?,
Hidden agendas regulating information,
Ulterior motives masquerade as legislation,
Global terrorism I.E. depopulation,
Economic stimulation -sponsored by- world banking centralization,
The media manipulation of a warriors castration...ahhhhh such frustration!!