Tears Of A Broken Man

I'm crying the tears of a broken man-who is-reliving the same year of his life span,
I've burned bridges I could never rebuild, leaving voids in my heart that could never be filled,
It's gotta be karma or something like it,
Whatever it is I can't fight it,
If it was all written then I've come to rewrite it,
But it's hard cus it's been a while since I've been excited,
And even longer since I've truly felt bliss,
Somedays I even hide from the suns warm kiss,
On those days I'm secluded until the night falls,
Sometimes I break night ignoring every time my dreams call,
Certain days I question...why dream in the first place,
On those days dreams feel like a never ending race where regardless of your pace, your destination strays far ahead of you,
In the process leaving you exhausted and miserable,...this is where your dreams can get the best of you,
Leaving you feeling dissatisfied and no longer content with the fact that you tried,
Some people can't cope and choose suicide,....ME MYSELF I try harder until the day my dreams collide...with my present day!!