My Nightmares

My nightmares are infiltrating my daydreams and occupying my time with an army of thoughts....perhaps my nightmares have learned the lessons taught by amerikkka with blood and tears smeared on a chalkboard...NO TEACHER LIKE EXPERIENCE!!,
Who knew this entire time my nightmares were taking notes,
Who knew my nightmares would adapt to my current weakness and surroundings,
My nightmares are currently feeding off all that enrages and/or terrifies me...it gives them strength and allows my nightmares to multiply and unwillingly reproduce,
Who knew this process would excel at such an alarming rate,
Therefore sparking the evolution that's empowered my nightmares to make their presence known during the day,
My nightmares are no longer confined to the slumbering darkness where the sun isn't allowed to shine!!,
MY NIGHTMARES ARE BECOMING MY REALITY!!,
Somedays it becomes difficult to differentiate between the two,
At this point and time that my nightmares and reality have become intertwined...because I was born during an era where the blind lead the blind,
NOW THOSE WITH NO EYES LEAD THOSE WHO'VE NEVER SEEN,
Surrounded by those who never sleep yet have never been awake,
NOW MY NIGHTMARES & DREAMS EMERGE FROM THE SAME PLACE...HOME!!

When Your Around

When your around I can't control how my heart beats,
I can't control how my blood flows,
I can't control what my body loves to feel and my heart thinks it knows,
I can't control the smile your presence makes me shed or the tingles on the back of my neck as your lips graze my skin,
I can't control the thoughts that run marathons in my head as i think of you,
I can't control the dreams I have of you as I chase you in my sleep,
I can't control how the warmth of your body satisfies me,
I can't control the pleasure I'm inspired to cater you with or the joy I'd like to shower you with for infinite days and nights,
I can't control so much in this world but one thing I can control is how I treat you,
Metaphorically I'd love to give you the sun moon and stars...translation-I want to give you the originator of all in existence,
The elements that combine to show you how I feel have yet to be discovered!!
The brightest minds and highest iq's have yet to quantify how you make me feel,
For you are the current master of all that I can't control,
The current owner of the factory that produces my emotions,
The current employee in my hearts store selling my affection back to me,
You are more then you could imagine and too much for me to explain,
You are beauty at its finest,
You are love at it's loveliest,
You are perfection in my eyes both when open tight and wide shut,
You are....you!! And that's what I appreciate the most,
For all the things I can't control...fuck it let's have a toast!!

Day One

"Imagine that is day one, and your forced to choose between freeDOME & freeDUMB, either way the outcome is a free society that will only free some, kill more then feed less while in route to confess, it's unbearable sins to a lowly sinner dinning over a home cooked poisoned dinner!!"

Tears Of A Broken Man

I'm crying the tears of a broken man-who is-reliving the same year of his life span,
I've burned bridges I could never rebuild, leaving voids in my heart that could never be filled,
It's gotta be karma or something like it,
Whatever it is I can't fight it,
If it was all written then I've come to rewrite it,
But it's hard cus it's been a while since I've been excited,
And even longer since I've truly felt bliss,
Somedays I even hide from the suns warm kiss,
On those days I'm secluded until the night falls,
Sometimes I break night ignoring every time my dreams call,
Certain days I question...why dream in the first place,
On those days dreams feel like a never ending race where regardless of your pace, your destination strays far ahead of you,
In the process leaving you exhausted and miserable,...this is where your dreams can get the best of you,
Leaving you feeling dissatisfied and no longer content with the fact that you tried,
Some people can't cope and choose suicide,....ME MYSELF I try harder until the day my dreams collide...with my present day!!